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5 Lessons I've Learnt in My Walk With God (Part III): Right-standing with God is priceless.


Quite early on in 2013, I knew I was waking out of God's will. In retrospect, I understand that that had to happen so that I could realise some things; however, at the time, it felt like I was carrying a huge bucket of guilt on my shoulders. I felt like I was hiding from God because I was not at peace with the choices I had made at the time. I felt like I had let Him down and therefore my prayers were half-baked and lacking in depth. I believed I didn't have the right to be in His presence because I wasn't at peace with my decisions. 

What I failed to realise was, like I explained in this part one of this series, is God's love is 100% NOT performance-based. So, it wasn't about Him loving me more or loving me less. However, aside from that, peace in your heart is priceless. Listening to one of Joyce Meyer's podcasts, she explains that even if - especially when *emphasis* - you don't understand why your heart is not at peace with something, avoid it. It is also so important to remember not to compare ourselves with other Christians/non-Christians. Just because someone else is doing something and it/they seem okay, doesn't mean that it's alright if you do it as well. Remember, God is preparing us for different things, and has a different plan and path for everyone. 

As with many Christians, I've had to let go of certain things I enjoyed and will continue to do that, just so that I can be at peace with God in my heart. No one needs to tell you when you're walking out of His will; that's where the Holy Spirit comes in - you just KNOW. And I've realised the real treasure in staying in the path God has laid out for me; although certain things give temporary pleasure, the peace that comes from God surpasses it all.  
Kunmi x

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